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I've been fighting off the curiosity,
who I am and who I'll be.
This chip on my shoulder,
my destructive tendencies,
they've become the better part of me.
I don't have the sense of self,
the freedom,
the exhilaration,
the childlike wonder,
I once adored.
Because I've spent months,
years.
Reeling from the sadness,
scraping myself up from the floor.
But I spend my time grasping for someone,
who wont hurt,
and won't betray..
And I know deep down,
that I should dream to be something more..
But I'm afraid
I've been shaken,
down at the core.
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:iconl0ne-w0lf:
Wow. Such creative epithets and action words! I especially like, "Reeling from the sadness...scraping myself up from the floor."
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static--death Feb 21, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks so much! :D:D:D
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:iconl0ne-w0lf:
You're very welcome! :rose:
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:iconroadkillkitten:
Hey there fellow Deviant. I've spent many a wasted year in that particular rut, and I know it's a long way out from the bottom. I won't bother with the "hang in there and things will get better" speech, cuz that never helped anyone. What I can tell you is that, from my experience, it's too easy to fall into patterns of hate and other "dark" or "obstructive" feelings and behaviors, but, if you stop looking at the light at the end of a tunnel as being an oncoming train, and mentally cancel "bad" thoughts/feelings and concentrate on more positive energies, things will start to look different. It may take a while, but it's worth the effort. We can enjoy the company of other people, but they can never MAKE us happy, we have to try and BE happy. I know it's hard, really hard sometimes. But I have faith in you. Take care now.
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Olaf68 Dec 16, 2012   Traditional Artist
yeah this happen to every one go out you usually route. Go on an adventure some where for the weekend.
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static--death Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Haha I don't think that would help but thank you anyhow. :}
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Olaf68 Dec 20, 2012   Traditional Artist
Also to maybe trying something new? Like drawing in a different style or wood carving.
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KundaliniChrysalis Dec 11, 2012  Professional General Artist
:(
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:iconskull-king:
Ugh. That one hurt deep down. I too have days where I wish I still had that sense of wonderment and presentation of curiosity that made the world such a wonder to me when I began. It'll come back, step outside of your comfort zone and it's a whole new world, my friend.
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static--death Dec 20, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
That's actually some really relevant advice for where I'm at in life right now, i have a hard time stepping out of my comfort zone. But yeah, I just need to get the fuck outta here.
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